His name is Danny.
He's better than YOU! Im absolutely going to
hang out with him ....
It's a must.
*Interesting Events of Today*
- well I decided to wear my hair down for some odd reason.
but I got alot of feedback lol. lots
♥ to summarize it for you.
mostly all of the guys responded.
told me it looked good and what not. made me feel good.
♥ danny (not the one in the pic) & nick
talked nonstop about my butt ha. it was perdy funny.
made me feel like it was huge though. o_O
♥ stacy had to protect me from getting molested.
♥ hooray for molestation! haha.
♥ a group of freshman boys threw me a note that said:
"Hi
"lol it was cute.
♥ i got spanked. (by danny)
♥ i was threatened to be butt raped (by nick)
And the list goes on.
Im not bragging or anything when i say this. dont get the wrong
idea. I usually like saying this to build my confidence, self esteem
and all the other stupid things i lack.
Tomorrow is our Saturday football game in
San Antonio woot. i ♥ band.
maaan if everybody doesn't pick it up we're definately
getting a bad rating @ Edna. And that would SUCK!
Attention All Readers
My mom is going to purchase batteries tomorrow.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!?!?!?
My digital camera will work and i could listen to sweet tunes.
fawk yea nooga.
well readers of thy blog ....
sweet dreams
take care
i forever love you
♥ ♥ ♥
- kristin -
neverbeapart9:48 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
I was bored today.
I made a short random story on my myspace profile with pictures
from awhile back. you should see it :) give me your opinion and what not.
http://www.myspace.com/drumcandy
My mouth continues to hurt.
Do you know how hard it is trying to eat tacos with braces?
ITS EFFIN HARD... I hate it. but o well.
I'm supposed to be reading this book, 1984, for English but ...
who's gonna read when Rita is like a day away.
I hope she comes with cookies. ♥
I seriously wanna go somewhere today
I wanna show off my new Vans ha. Even if its at HEB.
whoa, I have a fever blister on my lip.
me SUCK! what tha fawk. ha today i was talking to Mariah online.
this is what it consisted of:
mariah: u and kyle looked funny on that one picture.
mariah: u and him should go out.
kristin: aww ha why do you say that?
mariah: cause u and him look cute together.
mariah: and it looks like uall have alot in common.
kristin: im game haha.
mariah: sumtimes it looks like u and him have gone out or like u and him r
kristin: ahh yesh, match made in heaven lol jk. that'd be nice.
le sigh. i would treat that cracker good if he was my boyfriend.
too bad he likes an obsessive overprotective jealous pineapple eating mean face.
Lay-Luh the poo face cunt master
Melissa and Stacy know what happened Thursday after school with her.
That was really uncalled for, and I know for a fact she used me just to break
the ice with Kyle. What goes around, comes around >:o
She deserved us throwing off her game in Kyle's car.
ahh well, hopefully someday he'll develop better taste in girls.
I better send these boys kissing boys pictures to Albert
before he gets mad at me o_O
♥
neverbeapart5:34 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
today was alright i suppose.
hopefully i'll get to enjoy this 4 day weekend. thanks Ms.Rita.
I didn't wanna take my economics test anyway. man, my mom is going to
turn the key in a few minutes for my mouth. i know its gonna hurt
like crazy. I dont think God wants me to be happy with a nice
boy :( I want this hurricane to take me down with the rest of
this town.
take me out of my misery
take me out of my pain
take me out of my sorrow
I cant even look amongst the stars and have a slight feeling of
hope for myself or my future. I try my best at everything i do but all i
get is shit thrown back in face. I'm fucking tired of it.
I made some kool aid today, tropical punch to be exact. yumz.
anna hung around james again today. made me a tad bit emo.
i feel like watching a lovey dovey movie ♥
watching it alone saddens me though. if it rains which i'm sure it is,
i hope my mom doesn't get all protective and lets me play in it.
who cares if a huge piece of a house hits me. i'll love every minute of it.
well whatever, as you can tell by the foul depressing words i use
this is not quite the happy go lucky entry you'd hope for.
im gonna try to eat some french fries my mom made for me.
if i dont go to school monday,
im probably dead in back of my house
xHeal these wounds you've left upon mex
♥ ♥ ♥
- kristin -
neverbeapart9:56 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
gah damnit >_< yesterday i missed school due to an appointment in Corpus to get braces.
and they reaaaaaallly suck ass. I respect people with braces now,
due to how much pain they had to
But in return for the pain, my mum got me a shirt that said "Reading is Good For you"
with a guy sitting on a toilet, some Vans Slip Ons I've been wanting,
and some socks (the cute guy at Journeys was persuasive, I'm telling ya ....
I'll buy anything off from a cute penor lmao)
*Compliments I Got Today*:
albert garcia: "aww you look cute"
marissa posada: "yep you do"
anna puente: "i like that sweater"
danny senties: "ha you have a lysp" << whatever.
melissa de pau: "aww you look younger"
william martwick: "those shoes are awesome"
josh moron: "maaan, those shoes are friggen cool"
adam martin: "pssh everybody has those shoes, but
i ♥ u
james crawley: "my shoes are cooler"
joseph gutierrez: "i your hair up like that, you should wear it like that more often"
matthew page: "i second that"
hmm yea thats just a few, but it was nice getting some attention for once.
even if its people like Caleb's little sister staring at your
mouth while your talking for more than 5 minutes. that was awkward.
Hurricane Rita is Coming!! We'z All Gonna DIE!
this sucks cause my house is like almost falling apart already. ahh well, if i
dont make it folks ... my wee little heart yells out to you saying
Much Love ♥ ♥ ♥
Today seemed pretty emotional though. My band director cried but for different
reasons.... I had never seen him cry before and it seemed like a
relative of mine was hurt. Thats how close I think everybody in band is ...
or at least it should be. Really Close Family like.
Yesterday I went to the park with Anna and James, it was fun.
I wouldn't mind getting to know James better but I know he wouldn't look my way
if Anna's there and now that she's single I might as well not even try ha.
I dont mean to have low self esteem sometimes but ... I would think he
would like her more cause 1. She's cuter and 2. She's more "insightful"
Plus they've been talking more and what not. I hate being "just friends"
Those two words piss me off so friggen bad. The lower my standards get for guys
the lower I'm having any chance with them ... like I even had ANY chance
at all. Now that I have braces its gonna be worse, makes me a tad
bit depressed. I mean shit ... the first day I had them and I was checking
out the cute guy from Journeys, he made me laugh & once I remembered I
had the braces on all my confidence and self esteem just decreased by
the thousands. IT FUCKING SUCKS!!
I dont know if its me, the way I look, the way I am or what.
But trying to get a guy to notice me is veeeeeeerrrry challenging.
Last year I told myself that I should just wait to see if they came up to
me if they were interested. I got absolutely nothing in return. so EFF THAT.
The one guy that is interested in me, keeps everything inside so I hate
trying to figure out what he feels, thinks, wants to say etc..
oh well, only time will tell i guess. If 20 years goes by and I still have
this blog and I'm still single, I'm going lesbian. lmfao, no friggen way!
*knocks on wood* naw hopefully I wont have to do something that drastic
or ... even worse. DIE!
Pat Yourself on The Back
I thank you for reading this horribly long entry.
If you care about me that much, we should talk ;)
yahoo: snarecarebear005
aim: emoslushie
I'm out niggaz, Peace!
♥ ♥ ♥
- kristin -
p.s.
lanny and d.j. are perdy hot.
(freshman football players)
neverbeapart11:46 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
today there was a pep rally, it was alright i suppose.
i dressed up for Era's day also ... seniors were 60s. I made a shirt that said:
"Save The Trees"
i still need to get my watch back from Adam, the fact that
he has it really ticks me off. just cause dumb ol' me let him
... you'll be surprised how
whatever owns a penis can persuade a girl about anything.
even something simple
like a watch or cookies. mmmmm. damn bastards.
- Virginia boys are quite lovely, especially if they're
named tyler hastings.that guy can get me in a heartbeat.
unfortunately distance interferes.
*cutest thing ever*
kristin: man, i wish i had somebody to go to homecoming with. sucks ass.
tyler: oh yea homecoming sucks ass too.
kristin: lol yes'm. would you go with me if i asked you?
tyler: dur, of course i would
i'd show you what he looks like but then again you might
want to steal him from me ... so EFF YOU! :)
i need some sleep, and i never finished my English essay haha. ahh well.
oh yea (fyi Kevin Wilson, drummer that graduated 2003, has been calling me lately ...
perdy cool yesh? ha)
g'night wankas ♥
- kristin -
neverbeapart12:12 AM
Monday, September 12, 2005
I am currently eating mini pizzas (yesh i know, very cool) & listening to The Starting Line (cd i bought while at warped) I really should be looking up stuff
about Chuck Taylor cause of my economics report but what's the point?!?!
i can't type
anything cause of my tard ass computer. today was pretty interesting i suppose.
we had an assembly at my school but the guy that was
supposed to be talking was really
just busting out his skills at guitar too much. so now
instead of aspiring my dream
to be an awesome guitarist im gonna go kill myself
that's right .... damn motivational speaker is supposed to motivate me
and SPEAK! uuuhh dur?! ahh well. also josh moron gave me a note that
was "supposedly" be from John castaneda (a dude i likeD) but that was total
bull crap. i hate when people lie to me. especially when i know its a lie.
now thats just fucking retarded. yea and i'm
really starting to hate freshman that
think they know so much when they dont know jack shit. either that or just they
just really annoy the fuck out of me. i dont give a shit if you read this
and tell her either ... I'M STARTING TO HATE LAY-LUH, damn straight.
just cause she'll come up to me and talk of either bull shit i dont want to hear,
Kyle, or want to get information from me (basically using me) i hate those
kind of people. the only reason she started talking to me
was cause of Kyle and the
fact that I talked to him more than most people.
- In Conclusion -
Freshman, I hate you. Better yet ... lowerclassmen can lick my ass crack.
I know your ways, I was there once. But obviously I was much cooler ha.
i really need to find a homecoming date or friend whatever. i dont wanna go alone like last
year. that reeeaaalllly sucked. i dont even want a mum, i just wanna say that
i actually had a person to go with. preferably somebody in band cause its easier.
no lowerclassmen haha, i'll prolly ask kyle or nick or ... hmm those are the only drummers my age lol ... ahh well.
Tomorrow is Video Game - Comic Book Day. Oh what shall I do.
I'm stumped. who cares, dressing up at our school is like trying to go to church
Goth'd out. what's the point? people either look at you funny or tell you to
put something more approriate on. I hate our school. I hate the people in it.
And furthermore, I need boyfriend >_< I need something to look forward to everyday.
I need to feel special for once. Until that day comes, everything and everyone
can go
Frankly I dont care about anybody's little gossip stories or inspirational feelings
awwwww I said Frankly ♥
whoa, watch out. I went all out on that shit lmao. mkay yea well.
I'm off, I'm feeling unattractive and should be hiding
underneath a bridge to scare
children as they walk across. "Hansel you fag, Imma Eat YOU!"
♥ ♥ ♥
- kristin -
neverbeapart9:12 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
my shoulder muscle is spazzing out.
HELP!
♥ ♥ ♥
- kristin -
neverbeapart7:22 PM
friday night was pretty insane but in a good way.
i was amazed & kind of grossed out on how many fucking crickets Kingsville had.
its sick, we were trying to play in the stands and they just pop right in your face.
me and amy collected some in shane's empty water bottle to throw on people lol.
i can't wait till Sept 24 ... i get to see Gerard sing perdy tunes w/ Akaline Trio and Reggie and The Full Effect. its gonna be grand!
there's so many
i hope i see that random beautiful stranger that i saw @ The Used concert.
man now that was love at first sight ♥
wow, on my watch it says 5:05 am ...
now what the hell am i doing up so effing late/early ???
ANSWER ME! DAMNIT!! haha. yea i really can't concentrate on anything right now.
so its prolly best for me if i get some sleep. ZzZzZz
xoxo
- kristin -
neverbeapart5:38 AM
